Written by Indy Samra, Manuka Kaur & Ben Buddy Slack
Lyrics
I see you from behind,
Walking leisurely, a casual stride,
The corners of my mouth turn upwards,
As my mind yells “It’s really you”
Eagerly I try to get closer,
Rapidly the excitment starts to dwindle,
My Illusion shatters into tiny fragments
Eh kidda hosakda (How can this be possible), it cannot be you
Apne mann nu samjaya, (I reasoned with my inner self)
Its ok, its ok.
Whenever my heart lets out a mournful hum,
I remind myself the best is yet to come,
I stand and gaze at your photo on good days and bad,
Pining for your guidance,
My internal voice speaks and I hear you reply,
An unspoken conversation,
Yet so much is said,
Is this normal?
Do others do this too?
Apne mann ni samjaya, (I reasoned with my inner self)
Its ok, its ok.
Whenever my heart lets out a mournful hum,
I remind myself the best is yet to come,
A song plays in the supermarket,
A downpour from the cloud of memories,
Immerses me unexpectedly,
Vision start to blur as tears appear,
My clammy palms grip the trolley tighter,
I stare blankly at some items on the shelf,
Why did this song have to play now?
I should leave,
Unexpected triggers always catching me off guard,
Apne mann ni samjaya, (I reasoned with my inner self)
Its ok, its ok.
Whenever my heart lets out a mournful hum,
I remind myself it’s ok because the best is yet to come.